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Be Brave enough to be Vulnerable just like these Indian Celebrities

April 7, 2023 by ashwini No Comments

 

I don’t know who needs to hear this but

Sharing your vulnerabilities is very inspiring.

Putting on a strong façade is anything but.

What inspired this post?

Yesterday, I went on Twitter and read a post from Rahul Desai, a film critic at Film Companion. It was filled with incredible vulnerability and pathos. He bared his soul about losing one of his closest friends. I have not lost anyone dear to me recently and yet when I read the post and discovered that he was also an introvert like me, I felt an intense connection that cannot be explained. When I read that, “I was always the quiet and reclusive one — the textbook meme introvert — doubting my own social skills and overthinking my awkward exchanges with people. “, I related hard. When I read, “For someone who has an all-or-nothing approach to all sorts of relationships — for someone who is constantly caught in a cycle of expectation, disappointment and dwindling friendships — I find it cruel that the only person I never had an argument with is gone.” – I felt he was describing me! I cried a lot yesterday on reading this post. It was cathartic because I understood how lonely he felt on losing that one person who understood him. Thanks to all the trauma I have been through, I didn’t know till my 30’s that I was an Introvert and a Highly Sensitive Person. I have only now come to accept and embrace the positives of “feeling” more than most people. Today I have maybe two people in my life who kind of empathise with who I am. And if these two for some reason stopped being around me, I can’t imagine what it would do to me. I would be devastated to say the least. Do read the post to just soak in all the honest sharing of pain.

Rahul’s words made me realise how rare such openness is. 99% of people on social media want to project themselves as happy, confident and sorted people always having fun and setting about on new adventures and immersing themselves in the joys of the material world. There is nothing wrong with any of it – since we all do it time and again. But to shield people from the dark days, the challenges, the unresolved baggage is according to me a lost opportunity to engage with people.

Here are 5 well-known Indian Bollywood celebrities who were brave enough to be vulnerable in the recent past, making themselves more relatable:

  1. Indian film actor who worked in Hindi, Telugu and Marathi films and Hindi television, Mrunal Thakur put up a photo on social media that showed her crying on a tough day. A part of the caption read, “Taking one day at a time. It’s ok to be naïve and vulnerable.” She later spoke about how relaxed she felt once she shared her vulnerability.

  2. Shark Tank India Judge, CEO and Founder of popular cosmetics company, Sugar Cosmetics, Vineeta Singh also shared an emotional Instagram Post  about dealing with a panic attack while swimming  for a triathlon. The fitness enthusiast inspired not just her children when she said “Mama finished last today, but mama didn’t quit.” When a business leader propagates that “Mental strength like other muscles needs regular training”, it de-stigmatizes mental issues for us.

  3. Telugu and Tamil actor, Samantha Prabhu spoke about her struggles while suffering from a lesser known auto-immune condition called Myositis. While not life-threatening, she said she had good days and bad days dealing with this life-long disease that has no cure.

  4. Sameera Reddy, a former Hindi Film actor and now a social media influencer, was one of the first celebrities to open up about her challenges with post-partum depression, body-shaming post pregnancy and ageism. She continues to speak about these and several other relatable struggles that all of us experience, on her Instagram account.

  5. Model, actor and host, Neha Dhupia was fed-up of being shamed when she breast-fed her child in public and started the ‘Freedom to feed’ parenting initiative to normalise it, garnering huge support.

Notice how the above list is all women? It’s unfortunate that toxic masculinity causes men to mostly wear a stoic mask. This is why men like Rahul Desai need to be celebrated!

Why do we think being vulnerable is not being brave?

Is this post targeting happy people? No. Am I shaming people’s coping mechanisms? I truly hope not.  I just want to normalise sharing deeply personal yet commonly-untold stories. If it makes anyone uncomfortable, they can choose to not read it. But they should not have the power to suppress other’s thoughts. As a writer I want to write about what affects me the most. Having had a traumatic childhood and spent most of my adult life surrounded by toxic people has not been easy. I have just about started the arduous process of self-discovery. And I want to share it with the world. I have just started peeling the onion that is me. It definitely stings and I do understand there are people who don’t want to see my “uncomfortable” posts appear on their timeline. I also understand why people don’t like sharing their pain, issues and heartache. It’s natural to feel like you will be judged. Also, if you have been in toxic relationships or had toxic parents, being shut down whenever you expressed your feelings could have made you get used to not sharing your thoughts or emotions and suppressing it all. We need to remember that when we go through tough times with a smile on our face, the lives of those around us is made peaceful and comfortable while not helping us at all! We need to remember that the only way out of emotional upheaval is through it.

Share your pain. Be more relatable. 

The more I write and read about the tough situations people go through, I realise that when you bare your soul and be comfortable in your vulnerability, you find your tribe. Whether it is talking about traumatic childhoods, relationships, breakups, divorce, unspoken challenges of being a mother or losing a loved one – you find the people who feel how you feel. There could be many who are probably not brave or eloquent enough to express their thoughts. Some may not even know what they’re going through. I was gaslighted a lot in my childhood, teenage and early adulthood. I just didn’t know enough about the pattern and hence didn’t recognise the toxicity. I remember crying for a whole day when I got to know. If social media had existed in my teens and I had read about the damaging effects of narcissism and gaslighting, I would have kick-started my healing process sooner.

Today I know that all my bad experiences have taught me a lot and I do not consider myself a victim any more. In fact, accepting and talking about all that’s happened to me has only made me feel empowered. Other writers tell me I have a strong voice. I write to share what I think are my weaknesses and lo and behold the world thinks I am strong! What they don’t know is that it is overwhelmingly difficult for me to process my emotions and articulate my feelings. As I continue to share and write, I am hoping it will get easier. In the same breath, I also realise that oversharing is not healthy. But hey, one sets their own boundaries. Today with social media, every one has the power of impact in our hands, quite literally. We all know life is anything but a bed of roses. But just like Sonali Bendre shared images of her bald head while undergoing chemotherapy for cancer and Tahira Kashyap (Actor Ayushmann Khurrana’s wife) as well as TV actor Chhavi Mittal displayed their post-surgery cancer scars proudly, let’s share our emotional upheavals and exhibit our psychological wounds to the world as a sign of victory over our trauma.

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Are the 2 ‘Queens’ of our Entertainment Industry Feminist Icons?

April 18, 2018 by ashwini 23 Comments
Kangana Ranaut at Ira Khan's wedding reception
Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ekta_Kapoor Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kangana_Ranaut
Are all influential women automatically Feminists?
I have been wondering about this for a while.  Of course men can also be Feminists. But do we confuse power with Feminism when it comes to women? Let us try and figure this out by taking examples of two women who are at the top of their game: Ekta Kapoor – the undisputed Queen of TV and Kangana Ranut- Queen of the Hindi film industry (in more than one way). 
 
I must confess that I love listening and/or reading interviews of powerful women of today. It gives me a lot of motivation to follow my own path. While Kangana Ranaut has been in the news very often owing to her outspokenness, it was a recent TED talk by Ekta Kapoor that made me realize that Ekta Kapoor also has had to break some barriers to reach the position she is in right now. She may be rebuked for her regressive serials and her intense beliefs in religious rituals, astrology and numerology (Did you know that even for the TED talk, Ekta had a condition based on her astrologer’s advice: she would speak for exactly five minutes and forty seconds, not a second more or one less?!), but no one can dispute the success she has had.

Is Ekta Kapoor a Feminist? 

Read on to know… (Excerpts below are from her interview with Huffington Post) 

 
“TV started telling stories of women.” 
 
Ekta said in the Huffington Post interview that “There was a time in films when only stories of men were told. The hero was a man, the villain was a man and the women only danced around.” Her successful TV shows – Hum Paanch, Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi or Kahani Ghar Ghar Ki definitely depicted strong women who were central characters who enjoyed majority of the screen time. Was this because it is a fact that most TV viewers are women and her market research was on point? Sure. But she still gets points for Feminism. 
 
“I said sex and sanskaar are two aspects of the same woman.” 
 
Ekta has received a lot of flak for showing her women as ‘Sanskari’ in her TV shows. She argues that TV has a lot of restrictions. It is watched with the family which means the mother or the wife can’t watch everything with her children and husband. She said…
 
Source: Huffington Post
She may have a point here, but by pandering to audience, and what it likes she becomes a part of the problem.

Then she makes a ‘bold’ film like Lipstick Under My Burkha that talks about the sexual urges that women have. She says that ‘it makes me more determined in my resolve to make the film work to prove them wrong’. A film like that ought to have been made and kudos to her for making it. The negative points for her sanskari shows and positive point for dealing with a real issue in Lipstick cancel each other out. 
 
Feminism along with Objectification
 
A. This is how Ekta defends her shows: 
 
a) Ekta states that according to Boston Research Group, from 2001 to 2005, the TV shows are the real reason why women at home actually took on family decision-making, because Tulsi and Parvati (the protagonists from her TV shows Kyunki Saas Bhi Kbhi Bahu Thi & Kahani Ghar Ghar Ki) did it. 
 
b) The issue of ‘marital rape’ was taken up in Kyunki when Tulsi kills her son for it. 
 
Let’s give Ekta gets positive points for incorporating these important issues in story plots . 
 
B. This is how Ekta defends her Films:
 
In her films like Kya Kool Hai Hum and Great Grand Masti the women are highly objectified. This is how she defends it: 
 
“If I think about it, Kya Kool Hai Hum was crass. That I will say. But being crass and being anti-feminist are two different things.” “I will make Kya Kool Hai Hum 4, 5 and more, films with as much as sex as possible because I have a problem with sexual crimes, not sex.” 
 
From the above, it is clear that either Ekta doesn’t know the meaning of Objectification or she is desperately trying to defend her actions. From Wikipedia: Female sexual objectification by a male involves a woman being viewed primarily as an object of male sexual desire, rather than as a whole person. Since she is not even aware of the negative impact of such depiction in her movies, she gets negative points for Feminism. 

Again the positive and negatives cancel each other out. 
 
Ekta Kapoor, the person
 
Jeetendra with his son Tusshar and daughter Ekta.jpg
By Bollywood Hungama, CC BY 3.0, Link

Before you can say ‘nepotism’ let me remind you that Tusshar Kapoor (with the extra S and everything!) is not as successful as his sister. Unfortunate for Tusshar, but this speaks a lot about her family’s progressive attitude and her talent as well as skills. Becoming a TV mogul and making an identity for oneself with a father as famous as Jitendra is special. In her TED talk, she spoke about she had to deal with patriarchal mindsets. She said that media professionals saw the rejected pilots and asked him why he was investing in her ‘hobby’ of producing TV serials. She emphasized on the need to work after marriage because “When nothing else stays with you, your work does.” She leaves the audience with inspiring words that one must find the gold within themselves instead of their fathers buying gold for their daughter’s future. The Queen of TV has made her mark on the big and small screen with over 90 TV show and 30 films, which in itself is no mean feat. She is now set to conquer the micro screen with her new offering ALT Balaji which will create content for the digital medium. 
 
From the above, it is clear that while Ekta Kapoor’s story in itself is inspiring and breaks many stereotypes, her work may not entirely reflect it. 
 
Is Kangana Ranaut a Feminist?
 
She speaks her mind. She is unapologetic. She is fearless. She is bold. These are the attributes associated with Kangana Ranaut. They are also what make her stand out for the rest of the actresses. I must admit, I am a Kangana fan- of the actress and the person she is. But is she a Feminist? Let us find out. 
 
Says no to Fairness Creams

She does not endorse fairness creams The actress does not like the way such ads are presented, and thinks that such ads do hurt the confidence of darker people, especially women. Kangana also mentioned that her sister, too is a little dark, so endorsing a fairness cream would mean insulting her own sister and the rest of the community who aren’t fair. 

 
Supports Acid Attack Survivors

She did not hide, rather spoke up when an obsessive lover threw acid on her sister Rangoli. This is commendable. Rangoli’s story gave so many women the inspiration to survive such horrendous acts. “We Don’t Glorify The Right Heroes”, she says. And that’s so true. 

 
Stands up for gender equality
She has gone on record to say something no Hindi Film actress has said ever- that she would rather not work with the Khan’s in the industry if it meant playing an unequal part. This is something most of the male actors will not go on record to say! The fact that she is so confident of her abilities to demand to be treated at par with the male superstars is inspirational. If more actresses took a stand like Kangana, it will improve the gender inequalityin our films. More screen time for women would mean more songs and we will get to hear more songs from our talented women playback singers! 
 
Stands up for equal opportunities for all

Her open proclamation of the widely prevalent nepotism in the film industry had many people follow suit. Everyone knew it but no one had the guts to stick their neck out. When people who are not deserving, get preference solely because of their social influence, there are many others missing out on those opportunities. 

 
 
Kangana Ranaut at Chandon launch.jpg
By Bollywood Hungama, CC BY 3.0, Link

Is candid and open about her life and does not play the victim card

There were many who attacked Kangana for washing her dirty linen in public when she spoke candidly about her past relationship mistakes. Singer, Sona Mohaptra wrote an open letter admonishing Kangana for her ‘publicity stunt’. And many would agree with her. I don’t think Sona said anything objectionable really. But as highlighted in this article, Sona has no right to ask Kangana to not express herself. The author explains how women are prohibited from expressing themselves historically. That is why we have very few autobiographies of women. If the story of a woman doesn’t fit in the mould of society, then it must not be told. Kangana broke this mould and how. Don’t girls have relationships? Don’t they make mistakes? Don’t they break their heart? Then why hide it? Why can only men live real lives while the women have to stay invisible? Kangana did not play the victim card-she always told her stories as though she had made peace with it all. She showed a lot of courage by opening up about an abusive relationship and also egged women to go to the police if they were in a similar situation. 

 
Raises her voice against the objectification of women in movies 

Kangana’s always played strong women characters – right from her earlier not-so popular films such as Gangster or Woh Lamhe to her recent films such as Tanu weds Manu, Queen or Simran. Film Kangana refuses to be a part of ‘Item Numbers’ because they objectify women. In a collaboration with AIB, a popular Indian comedy sketch group, Kangana Ranaut calls out the Hindi Film industry for its widespread sexism in a viral video. You can read the on-point lyrics of this parody item number– ‘The Bollywood Diva Song’ here. 

 
From the above, it is quite clear the confident and talented actress is a spokesperson for Feminism. She is my role model, because I like outspoken people. Is she perfect? No. Has she had her foot in the mouth more than once? Yes. But all of us have flaws.

To conclude…

 
Both Ekta Kapoor and Kangana Ranaut are influential members of the Hindi Film Industry today – in fact Ekta maybe more powerful than Kangana. As members of the entertainment industry, both Ekta and Kangana have some core responsibilities- to entertain their audience while also furthering their careers. In my opinion Ekta took lesser chances than Kangana to support the cause of gender equality. Is it mandatory for everyone in the entertainment industry to utilize their powers for a greater good? Certainly. Is it possible? Yes. And yet very celebrities worth their salt will do it. According to me, everyone should believe in equal opportunities for all genders. And it is imperative that women who reach powerful positions, be more supportive of other women so that it becomes easier for the next generation to break the glass ceiling. 
 
We, as consumers of various forms of entertainment also have a responsibility– to be more open to ideas that are new and progressive. If we continue to support and consume content that confirms with rigid ideas, that is what will be made. Also, what gets reflected on screen is usually what takes place in our society. Once the world we live in is more inclusive and less regressive, that’s what we will get to see in our stories as well.
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15 reasons why I love watching TV

April 24, 2015 by ashwini 7 Comments

I have always loved watching TV. As a kid, I watched it while having breakfast, lunch, dinner and just before I fell asleep. No matter how tired I was, I would keep my eyes open till the end of the late night show, because it would be a waste of an hour if you didn’t catch the very important ending. I loved every moment of being glued to the TV. I never sat down to wonder why I enjoyed it…until now. Does everyone want to analyse things after they turn 30? (I am 32 by the way.) I don’t think I would have wanted to write any of this down if I was a day younger than 30. Don’t believe them when they say ‘30’ is the new ‘20’. It is what it is. One of the many drawbacks – you don’t get to watch TV enough! Here’s to all those who are more than 30 years old and want to join me being nostalgic about the awesome (care-free and non-analytical) TV watching days.

Reason No. 1: It kills boredom.

As a child, I always had the option of learning to paint, bake or dance during my vacations. My parents would ask me if I wanted to learn Origami? How about Abacus? All wonderful options I would say, ask for time to make my mind and keep making excuses till my vacations got over. All I wanted to do was catch up on all the TV I missed out on during the cramming sessions! Do I wish I had learnt Abacus now? Not really. Do I wish someone (other than my mom) had told me I would gain a kilo a day if all I did was watch TV lying down and eat chips? Hell yeah!! As I hadn’t been forewarned (who listens to their mother?!?), I carried the habit of watching TV series on my laptop in bed while I was in the hostel too. (Hostel TV’s never have the channels you want to watch.) Yup, gained many more kilos! But by then I was convinced TV could be educational too. I was learning how to be a good leader! Yeah! After all those seasons of ‘House M.D.’ I felt confident I could successfully cure anyone with a mysterious disease (read: make a lot of money and be successful), without even having to meet the patient (read: customer). I just needed to have a good team (read: efficient managers)! That’s how it is everywhere – be it a big corporate or a start-up. The leader is only as good as his team.

Reason No 2. It makes me laugh.

I was never one of those to watch shows where everyone was crying. So right from Dekh Bhai Dekh times down to Big Bang Theory, funny real life situations and conversational humour always made me laugh. And I enjoyed the sound of my own laughter. (And thank god I did. Because I don’t laugh very ladylike – I laugh loudly.) I don’t know if this is the reason that I primarily watched the English TV shows. I enjoy the subtle humour and the the situations that are very relatable and hence evoke laughter.

Reason No. 3: It kills fear.

So what if I have not completed my assignment! I would magically get super powers to be able to turn back time and finish it in peace…once I have watched the most important episode in the whole world! Nothing was more important than that episode. Anyone else in family wanted to watch something else? Too bad! They have to go over my dead body to get the remote out of my hand. I just had to know the reason whether Mrs. Solis had caught on to her daughter-in-law’s Gabrielle indiscretions (Desperate Housewives)! Of course when I switch off the TV after the hour, not knowing the reason (I hate the words…’to be continued’) I am so irritated I don’t feel like using my magical powers and go to sleep. I call in sick next day to complete the assignment. To realize another one of my favourite shows is on air…I feel powerful again.

Reason No 4: It makes me feel smart.

Nothing is bigger than the high of solving a crime mystery minutes or even seconds before the detective says ‘here’s what happened…’. I might have done it just once in my life. But it makes me believe I can do it every time. I love ‘Monk’. I still have to solve the mystery of why they decided to call the show that though. I mean ‘Mentalist’ at least gives you a hint. But ‘Monk’ never gives you a chance at guessing it is a whodunit.

Reason No. 5: It’s where I used to ‘watch’ music.

I remember exactly when MTV came into my life. It was the day I was made fun of because I didn’t know who Britney Spears was. I didn’t have cable television for the longest time. My parents thought it would affect my studies (and that of my sister). When they eventually gave in, I saw stuff my parents watched. I was bad at channel surfing. And then during a school trip I realised I was not ‘educated’ enough about music. My parents usually listened to ghazals and carnatic music which was all I was exposed to until then. Beyond Hindi film music of course. So for a year or two I would only watch 2 channels in order to catch up on my music. It was much much later that I took the time to find my own taste for music. If we were the MTV generation, the next is going to be the Youtube one. (Did you know that Youtube is one of the largest search engines with more than 3 billion searches in a month?)

Reason No. 6: It made me get over the ‘I wish I was pretty’ phase.

Have you never felt confident about the way you looked? Have you had braces? Have you taken a photograph with braces? I have. And I hated it. Years later, I see a TV show about the fashion industry where ‘Ugly Betty’ (an adult with braces) not only becomes the fashion editor, her good-looking boss also falls in love with her! Aww! It’s the perfect heart-warming under-dog story that fills you with hope.

Reason No. 7: It got me to think my parents are cool.

‘Friends’ was aired for 10 seasons. My sister and I have watched re-runs after re-runs of the show. She could have been an understudy for any of the characters if there ever was a need for one…she knew everyone’s lines! ‘Friends’ was such a significant part of our lives, that it soon became a not-so-significant-but-cannot-be-ignored part of my parents’ lives too. The amount of ‘sex talk’ that happened on ‘Friends’ was way more than any other show we had ever seen until then. When we learnt about lesbian relationships, they didn’t switch off the TV. And my parents are very morally correct and traditional. But the fact that they didn’t prevent us from doing anything, let me know they were real cool. And my dad loved Joey. My sister loved Chandler. I loved Phoebe!

Reason No. 8: It made me realize that it’s okay to be ‘mad’.

I used to worry a little when I realised I related the most to characters who were a little different than the others, like Phoebe or ‘Ally Mcbeal’. I wondered if it meant I was mad. It didn’t help at all when my parents used to shout to me that I was mad all the time. It’s only now (yeah yeah when I’m getting old) that I know that every popular show has a quirky character. They are necessary to make the others seem normal. (Note to self: Wonder if that is the purpose of my life- adding quintessential quirk value to people’s lives? Hmmmmm.)

Reason No. 9: It’s where I learnt about the importance of E.Q.

TV made me realize the world belongs to ‘The Bold and the Beautiful’. More about that show in next point. What I was referring to was the reality shows – the first of which I saw was the ‘Roadies’. The airing of the Miss World competition may be the technical answer for the first reality show exposed to Indian audiences. But the real ‘you will see what you have never seen on TV before’ brand of TV reality shows I think started with Roadies. Pretty looking boys and girls performing dangerous stunts and trying to outwit one another in the search of fame and money got the TRP’s (confounding concept that!) of MTV through the roof. It’s what set the ball rolling for the ‘Big Boss’ and ‘Khatron ke Khiladi’. Reality TV is all about anticipating the other person’s thoughts and moves and being prepared with yours. That is exactly how you improve your E.Q. or Emotional Quotient. That’s the reason why the most non-controversial inmate of Big Boss wins the show every year. (Disclaimer: I watched a lot of Roadies and very little of ‘Big Boss’ and ‘Khatron ke Khiladi’.)

Reason No. 10: It’s where I learnt about ‘odd’ families.

My family is as normal as it gets – a nuclear one – with a strict mom who is an excellent cook, a fun-loving dad and a younger sister. I thought that’s how all families are. I was wrong of course. I realized how wrong when I watch my first TV show, after I got cable TV, ‘The Bold and the Beautiful’. There wasn’t much choice amongst English TV shows back then. Episode after episode the matriarch of the family stood upright and preached about morality, to no avail. There were step-dads and step-moms, step everything everywhere. So many years later, I don’t remember anything else about the show! I think ‘Modern Family’, another TV show about 3 different families which aired many years later, did a very entertaining and funny job of depicting the…well modern family. The patriarch of this modern family is very rich and has married a Hispanic woman who is much younger than him and has a son from her previous marriage and they all live together. The patriarch has two much older children from his previous marriage. One of them is gay and his relationship with his partner is depicted so beautifully. They also go on to adopt a baby. The other child of the patriarch is a woman who chooses to be a stay at home mom, married to a doting husband and has 3 children – 1 dumb, 1 vain and 1 super intelligent- the story of a ‘normal family’. If it wasn’t for the earlier 2 families, a show about the third family would be boring. More power to the quirky ones!!

Reason No. 11: It got me closer to the stars of the Hindi film industry.

Definitely closer to their dirty little secrets. I love Talk Shows and their gossip. Sure Oprah is awesome and her causes are great. But nothing on TV could beat the moment Rekha confesses her love for ‘him’ on the Rendezvous with Simi Garewal. Of course Karan Johar heated up the couch on his show. Karan is singlehandedly responsible for the decline in the use of the erstwhile popular word ‘sofa’ with no apparent synonym from the vocabulary of the show’s avid listeners!

Reason No. 12: It’s where I learnt that if you are self centred, find yourself a sensible spouse.

‘Everybody Loves Raymond’ is a hilarious story of ‘Raymond’ who always has good intentions but owing to his self-centredness usually ends up in sticky situations. He has a loving wife and 3 children. His parents stay next door with his younger brother. Raymond wouldn’t function if it wasn’t for his wife ‘Debra’. I see myself as a ‘Raymond’ and I think I have found myself a ‘Debra’.

Reason No. 13: It’s also where I learnt ‘Happily Ever After’ takes a lot of effort.

No I didn’t have to go to therapy. I got myself a sensible spouse remember? But any marriage takes effort. And I saw how tough it got for Lily and Marshall (HIMYM). My heart went out to them when she leaves him to become a ‘painter’. Of course she later has a change of heart and they get back together. She ends up being a kindergarten teacher and a mother eventually. Amy Farrah Fowler (BBT), tired of being called ‘a friend that’s a girl’ underwent a massive change of character in her quest to become Sheldon’s GF. From a haughty loner to a supportive sweet partner, it was a traditional twist in the tale.

Reason No. 14: It’s where I got my ‘mom’ lessons for the future.

No, not because of Lily. Because of Lorelai Gilmore. It is an inspiring story of a gritty single mom of a teenager. The ‘Gilmore Girls’ both have the same name, the younger one is called ‘Rory’. Based in a small town, the award winning show is about two women, both of whom are ambitious and rebellious in their own ways but have the same brand of humour, kindness and loyalty. I loved the series. I still watch some episodes online. I loved the mom. The senior Lorelai is funny, smart, intelligent and responsible and raises a kid she (and anyone else for that matter) is proud of. She is undoubtedly the best mom a teenager could have. She is her daughter’s best friend and theirs is an enviable relationship. One that I truly wish I have with my future child.

Reason No. 15: It’s what got me interested in cooking.

Lorelai (GG) doesn’t cook. And neither did I till 2 years ago. But I was always interested in food and cooking. Even now, I feel like I know all the theory. I just need to get down to the practicals soon. I would like to think Sanjeev Kapoor and Tarla Dalal started the ‘Food porn’ revolution (glamourized spectacular visual presentation of cooking or eating in advertisements, infomercials, blogs cooking shows or other visual media). The term is a recent one. I didn’t know it, but I was addicted to the awesomely tasty looking food I would watch being cooked on TV. I called myself a ‘foodie’ (a person with a particular interest in food; a gourmet). I don’t need to any more. With one glance at me, and they’ll know I enjoy my food. The Master Chef series brought international cuisine to Indian households and I hope that one day I’ll learn to cook AND eat small portions of food.

My friends tell me I have missed out on some great TV shows like ‘Prison Break’ or ‘Game of Thrones’. It doesn’t matter. I know I enjoyed watching the shows I did. It’s probably what’s made me what I am today. Fat and happy? Naah. Wiser. It’s where I learnt my life’s lessons. Of late, (post the age of 30) I think what’s important is the comfortable feeling of switching on the TV after a long day’s work and finding something engaging to watch. Gone are the days I could watch a show at a designated time. As long as I can watch something till I get sleepy, I’m happy. I am okay now – missing the last 5 minutes of the show…gives me the chance to make up my own ending in my dream…or worse…nightmare! Ok no more analysing!! Or I’ll realize how much of my productive time I have wasted watching the Idiot Box. Hmmm…if I assume I watched average of 2 hours of TV during the week and 5 hours in the weekend it totals up to 640 hours which is 27 days which is almost a month of my life! ((32 X 5 X 2)+ (32 X 2 X 5)) I haven’t even accounted for the ‘binge days’ of TV watching the whole day!!!! I am so sad…I need an immediate pick-me-up. I wonder what is on TV right now?
P.S. Does the above write-up seem inspired by ‘The Wonder Years’? I just realized it! What a coincidence! Remember how cute little Kevin Arnold was?

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